I walk out of the bathroom and he's still sitting on the chair. He looks at me and I can see his eyes changing color again. I kind of feel bad cause I know that it's taking a lot of him to hold an Alpha wolf back.
He gets up. "Let me check if the food is ready." He says going out of the room.
I nod.
Once he closes the door behind him, I rush to the window and I open it and look down.
(Shit this is high. Three stories maybe? If I don't do this right, I can break my ankle or worst.) I breathe in.
"Okay, time for my wolf abilities to be useful."
Hera whimpers. "I don't want to go."
I ignore her cause it's starting to make me sad too.
I lift myself to the window ledge and brace myself. I can see the sun is almost completely down in the distance.
"OK, we can do this."
I hear the door open behind me.
(Shit! Jump!)
I landed perfectly and feeling very proud of myself.
(Now run, run, run, run.)
I bolt into the woods. I would like everyone to note that I have no shoes on. All I had, were my red high heels and I can't run in those.
I keep running and my feet hurt so bad. But I'm not slowing down for anything because I can hear someone running behind me, probably Colton.
(Shit! shit! shit! shit! shit!)
Now I hear multiple steps. (.... did he shift?)
(That's cheating!!!)
I can't shift because Hera can take control easier in wolf form and she's just going to run straight to him.
(Shit! shit! shit! shit! shit!)
(Females are faster my ass!! What kind of bull shit do they feed us?)
'He's an Alphaaaa!' Hera says in a singing voice feeling happy.
"DO YOU REALLY NEED TO POINT THAT OUT RIGHT NOW, I'M TRYING TO FOCUS!!" I yell at her.
(Shit! shit! shit! shit! shit!)
I mentally sigh.
Well, this was pointless, he's definitely going to catch up to me, but now he's going to be angry. He's on my heel. A few more seconds and he'll catch me.
I think fast and make a very sharp turn to my right. He wasn't expecting that and he ran straight not being able to stop. I have a little more distance now which is great but now I'm lost, fatigued and my feet hurt.
I keep running and thinking.
(A tree! with the momentum that I have, I could climb a tree, and since he's in wolf form-... Oooh never mind he caught me.)
I'm splat on the ground with a wolf on my back that weighs a f*****g ton. My lungs burn. I can feel him starting to shift.
(He's going to be NAKED ON TOP OF ME!!)
I try to lift my body but he weighs it down again.
He starts panting. "Do you know how much... " He stops. "How much... I am trying to control myself?" He's breathing hard. "Do you know how hard it was to keep control... during wolf form just now?" He says. "It's all for you because I don't want me, or Lucien to... " He groans. "...to hurt you." Everything he just said, he said it without any anger in his voice. I could only feel the struggle.
He speaks again. "I... I'm sorry... I can't hold out much longer..."