Conditional love

*I am running on the streets of Paris away from the devils that are following me, I am running as much as I can to protect my dignity from the vultures who wants to recreate my future but I won’t let them. I have to protect my dignity I can’t lose because everything is at the stake either it’s me or it’s them. Suddenly a car stops in front of me which stopped me in my track because of continuous blinking of headlight on my face. The people who were following me caught me by my arms and I am struggling and screaming at them to leave me but it all falls on deaf ears. Then the car of the door opens and he came out*   Tringgggggggg! Tringggggggggggggg! I woke up with the sound of alarm, why I am getting the same dream again and again. It’s been years I should forget that but why I am not able to forget, why these dreams are haunting me. Whatever happened with me takes away all my reason to live but I have to live for the people I love. “Hey ayaina, what happened you looked tensed” Tasha  who is the short heighted pretty woman with blond hair asked me, she is the one who supported me in the bad times when I lost all the hopes even though I don’t have any relation with her but still she is the one who is standing beside me “I am fine” I said averting my eyes because I know she can sense what is wrong with me “Have you saw the same dream again” she asked me and I couldn’t hold my tears “Honey please don’t cry, you have to get over that, you can’t live in the past. Today is very important day for you” she told me then I remembered and wiped my tears “Today I will get my identity back” I said to her with full confidence. “Ayaina aunt” there comes a voice of my cute angel of 5 year “Hey love why did you wake up so early” I asked her and she rubbed her cute little eyes, she come and sit on my lap “I want to wish you luck, mom told me that today is your special day” she told me in her baby voice “Baby go and wake up your dad” Tasha said to her 5 years old daughter, when she goes I stood up from the bed and stood in front of mirror which is covered with a white cotton, I was going to remove it when Tasha put her hand on my shoulder “Are you sure” she asked me and I nodded my head in agreement and finally remove the cloth from the mirror In front of me there stood a woman who has a  mark on half of her face, this is the sign of my coward behavior and the woman whom I am talking about is none other than me. Yes I am the one who failed to protect me and this happens to me three years back on one deadly night. I don’t even want to remember that night because it is painful to remember “Are you fine” Tasha asked me awakening me from going into memory lane “I am fine and it’s all because of you, I don’t know if you people didn’t help me, what would have happened to me” I told her and she just smiles at me “God sent us to you and nothing can happen to a good human being like you” she told me holding my hand, in these past years Tasha and her husband is taking care of me “Thank you for trusting a stranger like me and thank you for giving me new life” I said to her with moist eyes “No more thank you” there comes a voice of Aron who is a well built man with a sharp features and he is like a big brother to me even though he is of same age to me “Good morning sweetheart” Tasha kissed him on his lips, they both are the ideal couple and I wish to have a family like them some day but I know this can’t happen in my life because I have another priority “Are you ready Ayaina to start new chapter of your life”Aron asked me and I gave him my smile “You are the most beautiful girl I have ever seen in my life and this scar cannot overshadow your beauty and remember one thing you always have our back” Aron said and kissed on my forehead “Thank you guys and what if he finds me” I said with the scared expression because I am scared of that guy, I can never forgive his face nor his deeds “We are far away from the city, he can never find you and if in any case he finds about you then I promise we will be standing in front of you like a shield” he promised me but I know they can’t protect me once he finds out about me “Okay you guys go and let me get ready” I said and they get out of the room to give me some privacy. Aron is a famous businessman of Paris and Tasha is a simple housewife with lot of good quality, they are quite rich but nothing in front of him because he is the king of Italy and no one can stand in front of him. I just wish to god that my path never crossed with him because this time no one can protect me.  I keep aside all the bad thoughts and go to take a bath; every day of me is a living torture because I can’t vanish the memory which happens to me few years back. I just pretend in front of Tasha and Aron that I am healing but only I know that I can never be heal. I remove my clothes and open the shower and stand under it, water is falling over my body and I close my eyes  I can do it, I have to live my life again, and my destiny will not play with me again. This time I will write my own destiny with my karma. Today is going to be the start of my new journey