Ashton's POV We have a lot to deal with, a lot. Now that I have tasted her blood, I don't know how I am going to be able to handle this. I thought that if I went away for a little bit that I could find a way to get over this. I don't know what is happening to me but I know that I don't like it. When we were in the water, I felt myself mating with Hailey and the sad part of it is that I had no control of it. I might be wrong so I had to be sure. This is why I had to talk to Hailey's father, I had to know if my fears where justified. I have a Vampire living inside of me, a part of me I hate, a part I would do anything to erase. I didn't choose this and if I had a choice, I wouldn't choose it, this is why I cannot risk having a child with Hailey, I can't imagine having a child that would o

