CHAPTER I: THE ROYAL BREED (9)
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CHAPTER I: THE ROYAL BREED (9)
And even though he had no idea if the sorceress felt the same, something inside him already knew. Something inside hers was driving him to do all these things just to be with her. But why? Why did he want him to be with her? I mean, she was beautiful and her energy was incredibly radiant. But why sacrifice for her? Why bet on her?
It was instinctive, really. Argon from the time he had use of raon felt an inclination towards his friend. And not even, it was to satisfy his interests. He did not seek to use her for any purpose. There wasn't really an end, and yet there wasn't a single day that he wouldn't think of her. There was not a single day that her curiosity invaded him and he wanted to make an effort to be with her, to share with her. Anything.
There was no way to explain it rationally; she is simply a special woman in his life. He is an important person, as he did not know her perfectly well, but he was willing to do so. He was willing to continue loving the commitment to build her life for one day perhaps, to invite her to be part of her as well, as one of her blessings. Along with everything that he considered important and special, his intuition expressed it loudly at this point: she is. Just by being her, he had won her spirit, he had penetrated her mind, and without her knowing it, he was willing to become the man she deserved. For him, and then for her.
However, the Raen's heart is not easy to win either.
His heart couldn't bear even the thought of getting hurt. To come out once again, looked down upon, undervalued, overlooked. His heart had been shattered, many times. But he this rose in all of them, he cleansed, healed and valued himself. And he loved himself when no one else did. That's why the questioning, because he didn't really need her in his life. Or so he believed. He could go on without her. He could get on with her life, and everything would be fine just the same. In the end, he had already gotten used to living like this. Lonely, distant. Howbeit, he did not want to; for he didn't need to. He didn't want to live without her. He didn't want to stop trying for her. He wasn't perfect, nor did he pretend to be. The he had his past, full of broken pieces, crumbled voids and decisions full of tumultuous consequences. But his life also came with a great comeback, a great transformation. The he had cleansed himself. He he had gotten up, alone. He had gotten the courage to face her life, alone. And he had found a grace and a love that had saved his life, and that had turned him into a light.
A pure light. And her soul, he just wants to bring that light to her, now that he has learned to give it to himself. And give this beautiful and complete woman the magic of giving her the confidence to be herself. To have a company, and face both, their individual processes, but together. He wanted to invite her to follow her life and her growth, together with him. She was getting to know him, for she had no idea who he really was or he. But he, he, she did know. He knew perfectly who he was, and he knew that what he had to offer this valuable woman was only peace, friendship, ease and patience, tolerance, support, respect, admiration, laughter, a lot of laughter, but above all: a love sincere, a real love, a genuine love, a love of God. The love that life had taught her, he had shown her. And the love that he had given himself. And he just wanted and hoped that she would feel it in her heart
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