Theo kissed me. We had been so close, and our eyes met. The way you read about, or see in movies, and it feels like time stood still for a moment… my head felt like it was spinning, knowing it was wrong allowing myself to get close to him. He did not need the complication of me being within his life, and most definitely not my family! But then he brought his lips to mine, and I panicked.
I don’t even know what happened, I think I was so used to shoving Max away when he tried it on with me, that I acted instinctively, and rammed my hand hard into his chest. Only I shoved harder than I realized, and he went tumbling from the bed onto the floor with such a thud, leaving me a trembling mess, feeling incredibly guilty… as well as regretting my decision.
And, now Theo was avoiding my gaze, l
