Zendea's P.O.V
Ever since we've gotten back I haven't been feeling like myself. Kyle says I just need time to adjust to the new house , you know new space, but this feels like more than that. I feel lost and broken and I don't know why, spending time with Kyle is begging to make me feel uncomfortable and I hate it. He's my mate , I shouldn't be feeling this way about him , I should be in love and overwhelmed with joy but there's just this feeling I can't shake. Then there's the guy in my dreams. I've been dreaming about this guy for some days now, he talks to me , calls out to me and he pulls me to him but whenever I'll respond a couple of words he slips away. I hate to say it but he is by far the handsomest man I have ever seen, I haven't seen his whole face but I know his eyes and his l
