Chapter 131 Bella *4 years later* I stared at myself in the mirror, the reflection almost unrecognizable. My hair was longer than it had ever been, hanging limply around my shoulders. My eyes were hollow, framed by dark circles that seemed to have taken permanent residence beneath them. I couldn’t remember the last time I’d had a decent night’s sleep. Every night was the same—staying up late, staring at my computer screen, sending out resume after resume, hoping that someone, anyone, would give me a chance. I brushed my teeth mechanically, rinsing out the bitter taste that lingered in my mouth. As I ran a hand through my hair, I couldn’t help but notice how tired I looked. Tired from the relentless job search, tired from the constant rejection, tired from everything. After pulling on