Jordan POV
She looks so peaceful and heavenly, laying in my bed. I wished we would have waited one more day, and we could have came up with some excuse to tell her mom, why she didn't come home. I can tell that she is worn out, and I haven't even told her yet. I kiss her on her cheek, and she gives me a soft smile, "Come on baby, let go get something to eat, we still have school in the morning," I tell her.
She begins to whine and complain, and I laugh while gathering her clothes for her to slip back on.
"What time is it?" she asked.
I pick up my shorts that I had on, and pulled out my phone, I noticed that I had 13 missed calls, and 7 new messages, all from Hannah, f**k, I told her I would call her when I talk things out with Genesis, this girl is working my last nerve.
"What's wrong?"
"O..oh..Umm, nothing. Didn't realize it was this late"
She jumps up, and grabs her clothes out of my hand, quickly, "How late is it? I don't want my mom searching for me."
"Babe, chill it's only 10 o'clock" she begins to relax, while putting on her clothes. "So, tell me, how was your first time?"
She looks up at me and smile and started walking towards me and kissed me on my lips, "It was breathtaking, we'll have to do it again, soon." She stated.
And I kissed her on her lips, "Maybe."
She frowned and hit me on my shoulder, and we both let out a few laughs. While she went into the bathroom to do her finishing touches, I decided to go ahead and change the comforter, on my bed. Man, I still can't believe that Genesis Keaton, gave herself to me, and we made love for a few hours. Even though she is a beautiful girl, her hair and makeup, doesn't looks nothing like it did when she left her mother's house. I just hoped her mom or brother don't focus in on her. If you didn't know the Keaton's, you would think that Greg is the oldest the way he protects his older sister, I really do like their bond. She comes out the bathroom, smiling, I asked her if she was ready, and as we started down, I noticed her heels in her hand, and I went back grabbed her a pair of my Nike slides.
"My prince charming" she says. And tucks her arms undermines, while laying her head on my shoulder, as we walk down the stairs and to the truck.
As we were riding, I felt my phone vibrate again in my pocket and I already had a feeling, who it could be calling me, I began to twist on one of dreads, because I know that I have to tell her now, Hannah cannot approach Gen about this situation. I have to tell her now or never.
"Gen," never looking in her direction
"Yeah," I can feel her eyes now watching me.
"I have something to tell you, and I don't know the outcome of it." I took a quick glance at her and the Gen I was just kissing not even 10 minutes ago is gone.
"Okayyyy, what's going on? I don't like your tone. Is something I did or didn't do right?"
"No, no, no, it's nothing like that. It's something that I …did...I.. don't know how to say this."
"Jordan, just spit it out." she said with a tone.
"I got someone pregnant."
She started laughing, and I turned to look at her because I didn't know if she was going crazy or if she didn't understand what I was saying to her. So I pulled over into the empty parking lot, where a bar use to be and cut the truck off and I turned to face her.
Still laughing, "Why you pull over and cut the car off?" As she turned to look at me the laughing slowly stopped, and the smile that was there slowly disappeared, when she realized that I wasn't joking.
"Oh, you were serious?" with a look of confusion on her face. I reached out to grabbed her hand and she snatched it back, and yelled "Don't f*****g touch me"
"Ge-Ge, I been.."
She cuts me off, "Please don't call me that anymore. How could you let tonight happen, knowing you have been cheating on me? Knowing that you have a baby on the way? Knowing that I thought you were my one and Only?" Tears began to pour down her face, and she continues, "Who is she?"
The one question, I was dreading answer, but I know she already knew the answer to it so I didn't say anything.
She looked at me, "Is it Hannah?" I just nodded. "I asked you over and over, is there anything going on between you two. I knew I wasn't crazy, I knew my gut feeling about you, two were real" She continued to sob.
I started to speak, "Ge-Ge".
"Don't call me that"
"Well.. Genesis, listen. I never meant for it to happen this way. We kind of just hit it off the day we bumped into each other at school. Than one thing, led to another. I was trying to find a good time to tell you, I think we should see other people, but every time we're together, I couldn't pull myself to do it. So I thought tonight, I could take you out to dinner, so we could talk about everything than. What happened tonight, was a huge surprise to me, I didn't mean.."
"Will you please just take me home," Cutting me off again.
I crank the truck back up, I took another look at her, and started in the direction towards her house. The whole fifteen minute ride there, neither one of say anything. When I pulled up to her house, I tried to get out truck and open the door for her, but before I could even close my door she was running to unlock her front door. I know I screwed this up big time, even if I didn't have her as a girlfriend, I always wanted to be a part of life, even as a friend.
Genesis POV
I couldn't focus on anything he was saying, I was in shock. How could you f**k me, no scratch that, how could you make love to me the way you just did, and now lay this type of information on me. Was I a game to him, or maybe just a bet. I didn't want to hear any of his excuses. I couldn't believe that I gave myself to him. That....that I'm just lost for words. I put this man on a pedestal, I told myself I would never get caught up in a boy and that I will always focus on me, now look at me. I didn't want to hear his voice anymore, it was nothing he could say to me, at the moment, to justify what just happened. My stomach was starting to ache like, I had a bad meal, or as if I was about to present in front a class. I'm glad we didn't eat before, because if we would, I would surely be sick.
And before, I knew it the words were sliding off my tongue, "Will you please just take me home?" I zipped up my coat, and stared out the window, I could see him constantly looking at me out my peripheral. I was so excited when I seen the sign welcome that led into my community. As soon as he pulled up at my front door, I jumped out and ran to the front door, praying my mom is in her room. Right now, I didn't feel like being bothered with anyone. I could hear the television on, so I tried to sneak pass the living room without, whomever in there noticing, and thank God, my mom is sleep. I hurried past the door and ran upstairs. I hurried to my bathroom, taking off all my clothes, and jumped in the shower, turning the water to the hottest level I could stand. I began to scrub every inch of my body, trying to wash away the kisses, Jordan placed all over me. I tried to wash away the pain I just felt, giving myself to him, and him ripping my heart out not even twenty minutes later. I just stood there as the water ran over me, and my tears decided to join the water that is now falling down my face.
"Gen," I hear my mom call out to me from my room.
Trying to hide the pain in my voice, "Ma,am"
"I didn't even hear you come in. Is everything alright in there? How was your date?"
"Everything is just fine, mom. And the date went pretty well, too."
"I happy to know you had a good time, don't stay up to late my love, school is in the morning."
"Yes, ma,am."
If only she knew that Jordan, isn't the Jordan she thought he was. How he has truly hurt her one and only daughter. Oh how badly, I wouldn't mind crawling up in my mother's arms, telling her how foolish I was for him. How I feel used and played. As the water was starting to turn cold, I cut the shower off. I wrapped a towel around my wet hair and grabbed the robe that was hanging on the back of my door. I didn't feel like combing my hair out tonight or changing into my night clothes, so I slide in bed as is. I couldn't think of anything else but Jordan. And, how, I will have to face both him and Hannah at school tomorrow. I might as well get all my tears out now because after tonight, Jordan Fields, will never be able to hurt me in this way again. I hope that they have a great life together, even if I had imagined that life for myself, with him. His self-regards to me, caused a hollow space in my heart, if only he would have been honest from the start. As I continue to drown myself in regrets, I can feel my tears are starting to dry, and my eyes are starting to feel heavy. So I let the darkness in the room consumed me and sleep was knocking at my door.