Genesis POV We have been sitting here for an hour talking about what he is and who I am to him. I do believe him but I don't know if I am ready for all that. How do you know if you want to be with someone for the rest of your life? I mean I know I can but I don't trust that he can, hell, I trusted Jordan and look where that has gotten us. When I removed my hand from his, I felt a rush of sadness that took over my body and I knew it wasn't mine, I wasn't sad I was stuck. I couldn't decided whether I wanted to be apart of his' life, giving it a try, or if I should just say away. Most decisions I have every made came so easily to me, even now, my body is saying yes to him but my mind is in a tug of war. I would like to be with him, I'm just not so sure about everything else that surro