She got out of bed and forced her sorry ass into the bathroom, then took a long shower. She was tired as f**k, and she hadn’t slept a wink. She’d spent the night tossing and turning, wondering about the Pam situation.
She knew nothing about it. Only that she was dead… but she didn’t know how or when and what worried her the most… she didn’t know if Gus still loved her. If he wasn’t over her, then how could she be with him? She didn’t know if she could take it. To know she would always be lingering in the back of his mind.
Her head was spinning with all of those sudden thoughts. She was so angry at him! She’d just allowed herself to love him that much, and now, she felt as if the floor below her feet was cracking open, and she would get swallowed by the void at any moment.
She took her t
