The air circling around the room is cold, the bare floor is cold and empty wall behind me is cold. Yakap ang aking mga binti habang ang ulo ay nakasubsob sa tuhod ay nakatulog ako sa ganoong posisyon at kalagayan. That's the reason why my neck feels numb and in pain when I finally woke up. Napangiwi rin ako sa bahagyang pagkangalay ng aking binti. I spread them in front of me, letting the chilling floor touched the back of my legs and thighs and my buttocks. My spine shivered as I leaned my head on the wall behind me. I sighed and stared on the dark. Kumalam ang sikmura ko bilang paalala ng pagkagutom. But I can't move. I don't want to. Sinulyapan ko ang bultong nakahiga sa kama. Unmoving. As if dead. It was his deep loud breaths telling me he's still alive. Muli akong nagpakalawa ng mal