Subalit dahil sa ginagawa niya ay hindi ko maiwasang malulong. His free hand wandered around my body like he knows every way to it. Every hook, every corner, every sides. Every sensitive parts. Imbis na lumaban gamit ang malayang kamay ay ginawa ko ang bagay na hindi dapat. I held on his sides, carefully, as if I would burn if I hold on too much. Tila sabay kaming nakuryente sa ginawa kong iyon. Sandali siyang natigilan bago mas lalong nilaliman ang paghalik. And I suddenly drowned by so much emotions. Hindi ito dapat. I love Christian. So much. Wala nang iba. Trying to imagine his face that I seem to have forgotten, I grip his hair with both hands and pull him down. The sound at the back of his throat melted me. It affects him. I have an effect on him and I don't know what I should feel