Mabigat ang katawan ko ngunit pinilit ko ang sariling maupo sa kama. Agad din naman akong tinulungan ni mommy. I just feel like I still need to explain things to them, a bit of it. Akmang magsasalita ako nang maramdaman ang tuyo kong lalamunan. I tried reaching for the bottled water on the bedside table but mom already get it for me. They watched me finished the water in one gulp. I feel refresh after that. Pilit akong ngumiti sa sarili bago muling nag-angat ng tingin sa kanila. "Someone helped me out." I started but I don't have any plan of telling them who. Ayaw kong isipin iyon at baka mas lalong sumama ang pakiramdam ko if ever I say that b***h's name. "It's not my captor himself, someone in his group helped me. At kung anuman ang dahilan niya para gawin iyon ay ayaw kong alamin pa."