At this moment, I can't deny that my whole system is indeed shaking. Ngayon ay ramdam ko na ang matinding takot sa kung anumang pinaplano kong gawin. At napakatanga ko para isiping gawin iyon sa isang batang wala pang kamuwang-muwang sa mundo. It is my fault and throwing all the blame to an unborn baby is purely a sin. A sin I can't believe I was actually about to do.
"Sssh," Clifford cooed at me, caressing my hair as I broke down under his arms. But I don't feel relaxed at all. If anything, I feel like fainting thinking about everything. "It would be fine."
Ilang beses akong humikbi sa kanyang dibdib. I want to control myself. To think that I am actually doing this. I shouldn't be this emotional and showing how devastated I am to everyone. Pero hindi ko mapigilan. Hindi ko alam kung paa
