Every week Cathy became more and more anxious about giving birth. She couldn't wait to meet her children, to hold them in her arms and see what they look like, to finally understand what motherhood really was about, as this was something she always knew she longed for. She was also very scared; scared of doing something wrong, scared of something bad ever happening to them, scared of not knowing how to properly care for her babies. She wanted to brace herself for this moment realistically, knowing that becoming a mother was supposed to be a blissful moment, but many challenges, problems and complicated feelings would come along with the joy. Having Andrew by her side made everything seem so easy, he was always there to calm her down and share her enthusiasm for this new part of their lives
