ASHER’S POV 4 months since she left; three and a half months since there has been a hole in my heart; three and a half months of feeling empty, useless, worthless; and three and a half months of investigations. On the bad side, I managed to get through almost all the incidents that had taken place, I had maybe 5 or 6 left. On the even worse side, I felt like dying just by seeing the amount of pain and humiliation she had to endure while she was here. There were days when I heard such brutal things that I felt the need to end it all, but that would be too easy an out for me. I had a lot remaining to pay for. A part of me (the one that had realised that what I had been feeling all those years towards her was actually love) was glad that she ran away, at least she was, hopefully, no longe