I clamped my hands down over ears as Jacob kept knocking on the door to try and get me to open it. I didn't want to see him, I knew I couldn't face him and the inevitable relationship we were to grow to. I was torn between keeping him happy and wanting my own happiness. As long as I had to pretend to love him I knew I wouldn't be happy. As long I was forced to pretend I would never be happy.
"GO AWAY!" I shouted before aiming a light kick against the door with my foot.
"Ness come on, talk to me. What did I do wrong?" I heard him ask.
I took a deep breath. "I don't know but just leave me alone okay. I just need time to think that's all."
There was silence on the other side of the door so I guessed that Jake gave up. After a few seconds a series of metallic jingles could be heard with th
