* That night I cry as I laid in bed and I have no idea why. The tears just kept coming. I wasn't sad because of something that Alex had done. He'd been in a good mood today and Willis and I were doing great as well. I have a perfect 'relationship' with Willis and everything at home is fine, so what is wrong with me? Maybe I'll ask Willis to put on his therapist coat again, not that he ever wore one before. (Do they use them?) (I looked it up, they usually don't) The next day as soon as Alex leaves, I leave Xane in charge and I go to see him. (I made a big breakfast for Alex but I also did it so that the kids would have something to eat) "Sorry I forgot to text you" I say as he opens the door yawning. "Baby I told you I'm here for you whenever and wherever" he says as he grabs my hip

