**** Rylee's POV ****
I can't believe that thirty-six hours, ago. I thought, that I was going to be alone. For the rest of my life. And live a very lonely life, all by myself!
Although, I can't see myself becoming a cat lady. That is how I was starting, to see my life heading...
I thought, that I would never have compassion, love, longing, hunger, lust, and just pure joy in my life.
Growing up, this is all, I have ever wanted. All I thought, about. All I would need. I keep telling myself. This over and over again... That this is the only way, I would be happy, the only way, I would feel joy, feel love, and beloved...
But I'm so glad, I didn't trash the Petersons. Or try and ruin their life. As I wouldn't be feeling like, I finally belong, somewhere. That I belong in a family. That I
