Abigail's POV
"What did I do? Lord! Not again..." I whispered as soon as Greyson went out the door. Do I hate being happy? Is that it? Is this why I keep on falling into that man's arms?
This is worse than I thought. I can't do this to Theo, anyone else but him. I am a bad person and I hated what I just did with Greyson. I get that last night might have been hectic but what's my excuse for today?
Especially since I promised myself that I would never do this again. What is happening to me? I don't think I like the woman I am becoming. I felt weak, my body betrayed me twice, I fell to ground and wept.
I am married woman! I remember how I used to think that I was am honourable woman, that I was a lady who was poised, I don't know this promiscuous person I have become. I stood up and went
