ELLA Megan: Hey. Me: Hey. What's up? Megan: Are you coming tonight? I sighed. She'd been bugging me all week to go to this party with her. She insisted I needed to get out of the house, and apparently, work didn't count. I'd told her no a thousand times already. Me: No. You know I don't party. Megan: Come on Ells! This could be you're first party. It'll be way calmer than what people have planned for graduation. I read her message over, focusing on the one part. It was true; I still did have one first that was untainted. I chewed my lip, thinking about it. If I went, it would my first. I didn't have to share it with anyone. I didn't have anyone to share it with. That made it better, in a way. More tempting. Me: I'll go. Megan: YAY! I rolled my eyes. Me: What do I wear?