Maddox "You look like shit." Sigmund said, sitting across from me at dinner. I didn't bother to answer him. He was right. Ever since I came back, ever since Anna and I ended things, I have been different. I have been doing what needs to be done, but as far as being social and enjoying life, well, I opted out. I was counting down the days until Anna would arrive and reject me. Part of me wished we had agreed on a sooner date to get it over with, but the other part, a very small part, was still holding out hope. It was silly of me to think that way. Most days I didn't, unless Casey mentioned how miserable Anna sounded over the phone. It made me want to run back to her, comfort her, love her. But she made it very clear about how she felt about everything and we both agreed our people wer