I left my grandparents’ house with a heavy heart and shaking body. I have to leave before we say more bad things to each other. Gusto ko pa ring maniwala na nasasabi at nagagawa niya lang ang lahat ng ito dahil bilanggo siya ng galit at sakit na dinulot ng nakaraan. But he can’t continue being like that. We can’t continue like this. Lalo na kung naaapektuhan na rin namin ang mga tao sa paligid namin. Me, with my dad. And him with his girlfriend, Amira. Paco was worried when I walked out of the study. Dahil sa bigat ng nararamdaman ay hindi ko nagawang kausapin pa ang tagapangalaga umalis na lang nang walang ibang sinasabi. I’m guilty of my rudeness, but I’m afraid I’d burst into tears in front of them if I failed to leave the house in an instant. Paco gave me the privacy. Hindi siya n