Jemma's POV Days have passed by or at least I think they have. There are no windows except the one on the door. So I have no idea what time it is. The only passage of time I get is when the wretched meals that I am forced to eat arrive. The nasty gruel and sometimes bread has been my only sustenance. They figured out I was vomiting it up so they turned off the toilet. Now I have to do my business in a bucket. Leonora has all but become dormant while she uses her entire being to keep the poison from killing the twins. So, I can't feel the mate bond with Cassius. I can't mind link or feel him. He haunts my dreams but other than that I do not feel him. I cry endlessly at the lonely feeling of not having my mate close. All I want is his arms around me forever. My days or nig