Bethany’s POV
You know that feeling of relief when you are gasping for air, when you can’t breath and your head feels like it’s going to explode. Your lungs are on fire but no matter how Oxygen you let in it’s not enough… and your heart, your heart hurts from overworking itself. That is how Nathan made me feel when he left. Like I couldn’t breathe, like I could not even function and do the most basic day to day tasks… but Adain , he was my breath of fresh air. I felt relieved when I was with him I felt safe secure I had never felt this before. I loved Nathan with all my heart he was and always will be my first love, you can’t compete with that. There is nothing like a first love but in the back of my mind I always knew we might not last forever no matter how many plans we made for our fu
