Lauren's POV
My life is my own, but my heart might not, if it were mine, why won't it listen to me? Why won't it obey what my mind tells it to? Why do I always put myself in a position where I always compromise myself and later regret it?
I mean, am I really that against myself that I always end up sabotaging my own happiness? Do I not think that I deserve to be happy? To be loved and cherished? I mean, why do I keep on doing things like this to myself?
These are the questions I am asking myself this morning, my legs wrapped up around Danilo's legs, my body laying on his chest and listening to his heartbeat. I promised myself that I wouldn't do this again, I know it's wrong, especially since I have a boyfriend.
Last night, it happened again. I agreed to sleep over at Danilo's house,
