Lauren's POV
To say that I made a mistake would be an understatement of the year because this is a mess. I messed up in a big way and I don't know how to deal with it. I wish I could say that I didn't know what I was doing, but even with the alcohol, I was fully aware of what was happening.
I should have never stayed in that boat with him. When I left that place, I couldn't wait to get home. I have kept so much from my friend but now I need her more than ever. Whenever I feel like I need to talk to someone, my best friend is always the first person I want to talk to.
Just like now. I feel like the world is on my shoulders and I need my best friend. I came home last night and locked myself in the bedroom, I basically cried myself to sleep because I couldn't live with what I had done. I
