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I don’t even bother going to my apartment and head immediately to the rooftop of the building, the only place where I can breathe in the fresh air of the cool night and gather my thoughts while I internally have a meltdown from tonight’s events.
After we left the orphanage, I told Eric that I wanted to go back to my apartment, that I needed to be alone. Anytime I feel like I’m about to have an emotional breakdown, I pull away from Eric…because I don’t want him to see how weak I really am. f**k. I don’t want anyone to see how weak and vulnerable I really am. I’m what you’d call a shower crier. I prefer to hide my tears, even though most people in my position wouldn’t care about crying. Being a Watcher…you have to be tough and hold that image in front of others. You have to have c
