Nathalie
I rushed back home, well this room that I call a home and threw myself on the bed.
What is he doing here?.
How did he even find me?.
Where is Benjamin, is he with him?.
No, I don't think so, I would have seen him otherwise.
I specifically told him that I don't want him near me ever again and I also don't want him to find me, so what part of it didn't he get.
I burst into tears in my little new pillow.
This is just what I'm afraid of, being hurt and he seems to know just how to do that fine.
I am aware that I have been a nuisance in his life since from the beginning but I chose to be selfish for once and look where it got me.
I am sure he will be fine without me in his life.
I wonder how Little Benny is doing though.
Is he here in Mexico with him too?.
I'm sure he is.
