With the sweat having now dried upon my body as I dressed and found Warren to do the same, I didn’t speak even a word to him as I found myself become incredibly nauseous from what I allowed myself to do. I couldn’t believe it...I hurt Tessa again, and why? Because my own low self esteem had made me. It didn’t make it right and it sure as hell didn’t help the guilt-and even as I had returned to my room that night, I had stalled for a moment, looking to Tessa. Although she was fast asleep, I had looked to her with tears in my eyes before telling her I was sorry. I knew she couldn’t hear me and I know it wouldn’t do any good but I hope it would allow me the chance to at least get some amount of sleep. But on this night, that would be impossible.
When the alarm at my side rang off, I had not
