I wandered into the apartment, and it suddenly feels huge, and incredibly empty now I am alone. I have not lived on my own in such a long time. Yes, I had lived in a house and had the place to myself when Theo went away for business (or what he was telling me was business, in truth, knowing the things he had done now, it could well have been anything!), or Summer was away when I lived with them. But I have not lived alone for a long time. This felt surreal. Almost lonely. But, I will get used to it, I reassure myself...
I dropped my handbag on the armchair, unsure what I should do first. Sorting dinner first would be good, but it would have to be takeaway as I needed to arrange a food delivery first. I wandered to the kitchen area to see if Gio had takeaway menus. If not, I was sure I c
