My brain replays what he has just said. Yes, I want to get this over with. He isn’t wrong. Why the hell else does he think I am even here? I am here to do the right thing and get this done. So I can then find a way to work on the gut wrenching, soul-destroying s**t going on within my mind, in my shattered remnants of my heart, and find a way to cope with it so I can then somehow find a way to continue living my life. Albeit alone now. And hopefully, find some semblance of happiness if possible.
So yes, I am here to get this over and done with. He is most definitely not wrong. But what the hell does having a proper chat mean? That seems to imply to me that he hasn’t got us here to talk about Rose dying? That he potentially isn’t bothered by Rose dying? This seems so wrong. A pack member h
