Lexi’s Point of View
I can’t believe I just won. I can’t believe it. I’m a mix of emotions. Shock, excitement and disbelief about the fight, and then also anger, and pain because of my mate. The mix of emotions made me lose control in front of everyone a minute ago. I said I needed a shower because I didn't know if I could hold it in much longer.
I run home and rush upstairs to the washroom. I undress and hop into the shower. As soon as the water hits my skin, it’s as if the dam breaks. I’m sitting in the shower, water spilling on me, sobbing into my hands. He was so close to the fight. I could smell him, and I know he was right there watching, but I couldn't look at him. It’s so hard. I'm having chest pains, and all I want to do is get Molly, curl up on the couch and fill up on pizza an
