*Nicolina’s POV*
I look at Kosta and Joel and smile. I’m glad they are willing to give this a try, but then I begin to doubt. What if I lose the best thing that’s happened to me because of my wants and needs? Am I selfish in asking for this? I look down at my hands and think about it, and I knkw I need Joel in my life but do I Love him, or is it like a brotherly love? Could I see myself becoming like I am with kosta?
Maybe I need a therapist to help my hormones, or the accident messed with my head. I know both men are looking at me, so I look at both of them then at my dad. The silence is what's makes this all feel stupid.
I hear Joel get up and walk to the door. “I have to get back to the ranch. Do you need a ride, Nick?”
I shake my head “ill stay here a little longer and get a rid
