I swallowed the lump in my throat as I stood there, feeling my heart sank and clench against my chest as I stared at the door that he had bang shut with unnecessary force, leaving the hinges shaking slightly. It felt painful to even breathe when I know that I had disappointed him. The one person that I should never disappoint ever in my life. Of course, not telling him was a small matter. He can overlook that as I only wanted to help him handle this vampire situation. I only wanted the best for Black Alder even before I became one of them. A heartbreaking sob escaped from my throat. I was suddenly feeling too emotional, my eyes started to swell in tears. I felt like my efforts were not appreciated. I cupped my mouth and ran to my bed, flinging myself onto the bed and letting my sobs int