Xander's POV:
I look at my love while leaning against the doorframe of the back door.
My eyes close in pleasure when I hear her laughs as a smile curve up my lips.
Nothing is more peaceful than hearing her sweet laughs,her giggles,her voice. I sigh while opening my eyes again.
I can do anything to hear her laughs. I can do anything to keep her safe ,to make her happy. But I doubt if is it possible while living with me? I question myself. I furrow my eyebrows.
I have hurt her. I know I have hurt her, really bad. After she had broken down infront of me yesterday , I wanted to do nothing but to kill myself in every possible way known to mankind. All I wanted too was to rip my flesh out and burn my self for making her cry.
But i am too selfish to leave my love so I drop the thought of ki
