It had been weeks since I had seen either Jack or Luke. I had shared a moment of weakness in reaching out for them both as they had their fair share of traits that made them addicting. For Luke, it was the s****l tension that grew along with the hatred and the pain, and for Jack, it had been the kindness and support that never seemed to waver. But it wasn’t a choice that would be based out of selfishness as it was no longer my life that would be affected alone. Instead, it would be mine and Lila’s. Of course, she would have her father in her life...but the relationship between him and I seemed toxic as he always ventured out to hurt the other person. So within my mind, I had believed that the choice was simple... yet, my heart longed for what was forbidden.
I stood outside the door of th
