My once randomized dreams had now been a consecutive string of s****l interactions with Luke. My repressed and deviant appetite had fueled these visions that forced me to awaken in a sweat, craving the touch of a man who was not sleeping beside me. I was able to distract myself by then moving to the nursery and watching Lila, but then the thoughts turned to the moments that were tender between Luke and I. I could not even shower without thinking of him...as even my own personal hygiene made me recall his touch. "What is going on?" I asked as I saw Jack running his hands through his hair. I had only seen him this stressed on one other occasion and it had resulted in him having to go to court for a malpractice suit that ended up being dropped. "I...I have to go." The words came out in fr