I was preoccupied even I gone home with Xabart. I was thinking.. of Mom’s suggestion, to ask for second opinion. I remembered after I was diagnosed sterile, I never went for a second opinion. And now it’s hard to tell Xabart that I am ready, that I'm more ready to consummate our marriage.
I startled when his warm hand covered mine.
"You were spacing out." he watched me closely.
"Just thinking.."
"What is it?" he was caressing my hand.
"Nothing, can I sleep with you tonight?" his forehead creased. I think of rephrasing my sentence. "I-I meant.. can I sleep in your room? I think my aircon is not working good."
“Yeah." he smiled and opened his door then we both slid out of his car.
I picked the most sexiest nighties in my closet for this night. I watched my own ref
