*How do you and Ben stay laughing and in love, because me and Zair, can't stop arguing,?" "He want's me to let him touch all over me, and I don't think I'm ready, but sometimes I think that I am," I say while pulling at my hair. "I guess, I do whatever I think will make him happy with no questions asked" "Even if he wants to be a horndog,?" She nods shyly. "But you have to go with your heart Amaya, because every relationship different," As we talk, I tell her everything that took place in the restaurant, at school, and then the woods. When she leaves I feel better since I had someone to vent to I lay in bed and I think about what he could be doing right now, then I sigh as I fluff up my pillow. Any other day I would be asleep by now. I hear a knock on my window bringing me out of my thou