Adella The first thing that I felt the next morning was immense pain in my back and lower part of my body. I was naked covered with a white sheet and alone in bed. Thank God Blaze is not here right now. Last night I was here to talk to him but what I did was lost my virginity. I closed my eyes and put my hand on my head. The pain isn't making the situation any better. I had my first-time last night. Oh my God, I can't believe this. I'm not a virgin anymore. This thought was freaking me out. Suddenly yesterday's event came to my mind. What he did yesterday was crazy and abnormal but I decided to leave it. Sometimes people do some crazy things. Right now I don't know how to face him after what we did yesterday. I'll just play it cool. We're in a relationship, it's normal for couples to