We had driven away from that car park and I could barely see a thing, I was crying so bad. I knew leaving Levi would be hard, but I did not realise it would be this bad. I hated having to do this to the ones I loved, but I knew I had no other option. I could see no other way. My Dad was in a high ranking position, I could not risk that by bringing shame on my family. I did not want to leave the ones I loved and cared for, but I did not want to give up my baby either. I do not know how long I battled the tears for, while trying to watch the scenery go by. My head filled with thoughts of everything that had happened, everything that was likely to happen in my parents’ home in the coming days….. “You ok hunni?” Ana asks from the passenger seat of the car. “Hmmm, I will be” I say through m

