We spoke to my parents for a little while longer, the atmosphere still a little bit awkward, but I expected nothing less really. At the end of the day, they had thought I was dead for the last few years. I had allowed that to happen and then I had suddenly surprised them with a phone call. I hated seeing my Mum upset, but then to see her excited at the prospect of seeing us at the weekend made me smile. I can’t lie, the thought of going back to White Claw Pack terrified me, everyone there thought I was dead too, my friends…. it would be strange, I knew that. But I wanted to do it for my Mum and Dad, and also so Ryder could see where I grew up. Amazingly, my Dad seemed quite understanding with Roman, my Mum not so much. So that situation could too, be interesting. But it was something I

