I read her message as I sat in the car, I got one of the warriors to drive back, my head too battered with thoughts of what has happened tonight to be able to focus on driving. When we arrived here, I had never thought I would find her here. She has been doing a pretty impressive job of hiding herself from me these past few years. Had the thought of seeing me again terrified her that much? Had I scarred her that much with how I had treated her?
I hated myself for that, I truly did.
I look at her final message again. Wow, she is being pretty harsh tonight. But she isn’t wrong, that’s the thing. If I had been stronger and followed my heart back then I would have saved a whole host of heartache.
Yeah, had I followed my heart I could have saved us a lot of heartache. It wasn’t that you d
