CHAPTER 68
AZALEA
After that special weekend, our relationship seemed back to normal. Yes, seemed. Physically we're alright but emotionally we're not.
I was unsure if I had forgiven him totally. I just realized that the whole idea of forgiveness was a long process and it includes forgetting. I don't know what else was missing but part of me had held on to a space that he couldn’t reach. I was too scared maybe for what he did to happen all over again.
Dimitri practically hauled my things back to his place by himself and against my arguments. I agreed because I knew he needed it, he needed me by his side...but what about me? There was this small part of me that couldn’t get over the trauma I’ve been through, being rejected was so painful that part of me was holding back from forgivin
