Chloe:
Waking up in his arm feels surreal. Devon is peacefully sleeping beside me. His right arm wraps around my waist as the left arm is my pillow.
I move a bit to get a full view of his face.
There's alot in my mind right now.
Why can't I resist you?
Am I already in love with you? I hope not.
I like you alot Devon.
But.. I'm afraid to love you.
Our relationship is not right from the start.
I wanted to know you more but you're so closed off every time we talked about your past relationships.
I know one day you'll find another woman who could make you happier. I don't think I am that woman.
I can't love you Devon. I'm afraid to do so.
But I am happy that I met you and I .. I'm gonna treasure this moment with you.
I find myself caressing his face.
I'm on the verge of cryin
