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Sophie, Part 8 - 2 weeks left ,Pink for girl and Green for Boy

Sophie, Part 8 – 2 Weeks Left Pink for girl and green for boy

To all women who have been pregnant at least once I bow down to you ,life is so unfair for women especially pregnant women ,I mean think about it we carry life sometimes unexpected just so we can go to a fat greasy doctor so he can tell us that we are fat and have no choice but to lay on are bed until we are expected to give birth ,I mean who do they think they are. We are not chickens that you can just trap, and feed till will lay eggs, we give life.

We are more than what is expected of us we are beautiful ,we are smart and wise ,all of us women all together make the perfect man ,I mean we learn more rapidly than the average man and we think more, we are obviously more aware of human emotion than they are ,or they are aware but we take notice to it better, I mean we defiantly are affected more than they are.

This entire pregnancy had been hard unlike I imagined, I knew it was going to be hard emotionally and whatnot but physically I’m just in so much pain, my body is tired most of the time and my eating schedule is way off. When I have to eat I don’t want to, but when I do its usually because I’m craving certain things, and when I eat I go overboard, it makes my breath stink and I just get guilty and feel disgusting about my body.

Last night I was watching this movie where this woman in her 30’s gets pregnant ,the way her husband responded to the pregnancy was so romantic and throughout the movie he was there for her ,the way he cater to her needs is what I wish I had.

Don’t get me wrong I love the way my father is in my life supporting me ,but I also wished my baby’s father would be the same way the husband in the movie was to his wife ,I would love a foot rub before I got to sleep ,and someone to go to my appointments with me ,and to cook me a meal ,or just someone to love me the same way , it would be really all I need.

But I also know that woman have done this in the past, maybe I will find a nice guy someday and he will love me, and my baby like in the movie.

-I hear a knock on the door and, call out for whoever it is to enter,

“hey honey”, hey dad, are you off to work? “no actually I decided to take the day off and take you shopping” ,dad you do know I can’t be seen pregnant in this town. “I know that honey which is why we are going to be going to the mall in the  town where your doctor appointments are at, also I’m thinking about booking you a hotel room next to the hospital so just in case you go into labor we wont have to take a one hour drive to the hospital” ,I told him that I was excited to go shopping and that booking a hotel room is a good idea.