There were so much we needed to say to each other and so much we needed to deal with and as I walked along side the horses I felt a bit happy having a ray of hope again was all I needed now and as my baby growed inside me I was contented and I know it will not be easy to trust Kevin again but I want to try and try I will. Walking to moms crave and sitting next to it was something I did a lot since she passed away and even though she was gone I still liked to tell her stuff and Today I was telling her about my baby and Kevin and also about daddy looking out for me and also that I missed her every day. I like to put fresh flowers on her grave because I know how much she loved it.
Dad came walking to me and he looked a bit worried and I know my dad he is a strong man and that look only mean
