Chapter 18: Making love with the Emperor
I let myself be lost in the moment where I was with Leo. Hindi ko na rin masyadong inisip ang mga bagay na naglalaro sa aking isipan na siyang kanina pang nagbabahala sa akin. I engrossed myself to the comfort of being with this emperor, despite of the inner confusion that I was feeling, at least I was sure of something—Leo is my peace and comfort.
“Do you wanna do something?”
“Like what?” I asked.
“Anything?” He replied.
I simply chuckled, “being with you is already enough.” That was all I can manage to say, and I did not lie. The mere presence of Leo was enough.
“Hmm...” He seems to be stuck in his thoughts for a few seconds, and then he stood up from the hair where he was at, and then he faced me. “I wanna make love with you.” He looked at me with his eyes, they seem to be begging for it... And I could not look away.
“I think it is too early for us to do that.” Ramdam ko na ngayon ang pamumula ng aking pisngi.
“May oras ba para sa p********k?” Sagot naman ni Leo.
“I mean... I am not yet ready... I mean, you know, I was discreetly taught by Madame Phoebe a while ago that I have to clean my back first... Before penetration... You know...” I trailed off.
“Oh.” He said, “edi wala munang penetration?”
Bigla akong nakaramdam ng kakaibang sensasyon sa aking kaloob-looban dahil sa pag-akto ngayon ni Leo. I do not know if he was like this because he was actually sexually attracted to me, but I did not care because all I know is that we were both desperately needy for each other, and that only the two of us can fulfill each other’s desire.
“Okay... Next time ang penetration...” I conceded. Ngumiti naman si Leo at saka siya nagsimulang maghubad, sumunod na rin ako, hinayaan ko ang aking damit na mahulog sa marmol na sahig, gayon din kay Leo hangga’t sa pareho kaming hubo’t hubad. We both stared at each other, in this sweet silence, our eyes seems to communicate to each other, I felt the whole world go blur in my own sight, as nothing mattered more at this moment except being claimed by Leo.
“You have this weird effect on me...” I whispered out of nowhere as Leo put his palm on my cheeks, gently caressing me, as he slowly pulled himself closer so that he can give my lips a brief kiss. Then he looked at me with his golden eyes, I do not know what he was thinking, but I saw that burning fire, and that passion that was in a chaos.
“I can tell the same, Baby.”
I felt butterflies in my tummy. Kakaiba ang pakiramdam kapag iyon ang tinatawag niya sa akin. He gave me a kiss once more, and I felt his manhood slowly erect, hangga’t sa tumutusok na ito sa aking pusod. Walang sabi kong hinawakan ang kaniyang ari habang patuloy kami sa paghahalikan, and he moaned in sheer delight and pleasure. “Ah, Baby.” He moaned as I continued to stroke him. “Damn, you are a tease.” Without further a due, he put both of us hands on my shoulders, and then he pushed me down the bed. Pumaibabaw siya sa akin, at saka pumwesto sa gitna ng aking hita. I moaned when his hands touched my manhood, and that is the only time I realize that I was so hard as well, and I already had my pre-coming. “Gusto mo bang isubo ko?” He asked.
Bahagyang napaawang ang aking labi. Was he seriously asking me that? I gulped and nodded, I was too speechless to say anything, but I wanted him to try... “Pero huwag mong pilitin kung hindi mo ka—” Bago pa man ako matapos, naramdaman ko na agad ang mainit na labi niya na dumapo sa ulo ng aking p*********i, at ako naman ay tila nabaliw at umungol nang malakas. Wala akong pakialam kung may makarinig sa amin, but the warmth of his mouth was driving me insane!
Slowly, I felt him envelope my shaft with his mouth, the warmth stayed as he moved back and forth. Pakiramdam ko ay nanghihina ako, hindi ko inakala na may bagay pala sa mundo na magpapayanig sa akin, and it is Leo.
Pataas ang kaniyang paghalik pagkatapos, mula sa aking ari, papunta sa aking puson, pataas sa aking dibdib, sa aking leeg, hangga’t sa dumapo sa wakas ang kaniyang labi sa aking labi, at naramdaman ko ang kakaibang lasa ng kaniyang laway, but it still tasted great.
We both kissed once more, our lips melted and collided, we both seemed so thirsty and hungry for each other. I held his shaft, and he held mine... We both moved our hands in a rhythmic manner, and then we reached the c****x. Pareho kaming pawisan, at ramdam ko ang tila pagkawala ng maraming bagay sa aking kaloob-looban.
“That was intense.” Bumuntong-hininga si Leo, bahagya siyang pawisan ngayon at magulo ang kaniyang buhok. “You taste amazing... And sweet.” Aniya.
Pakiramdam ko ay babalutin ako ng kahihiyan ngayon. Hindi ko inakala na magagawa iyon ni Leo para sa akin. He was good, no, he was amazing! Was it his first time? I mean, it cannot hurt to ask, right? Since he was too good... When the idea finally sunk in, biglang bumigat ang pakiramdam ko. I do not know why, but thinking of Leo doing it to others first before me made me sad. Not like it mattered, and not like it should, right? We only met recently... I should have no say to whatever he has done in the past. What matters is the present, and it is me and him, or simply put, us.
“Let’s go take a bath.” Pag-aya niya sa akin.
“Sigurado kang ligo lang, ah?” I joked.
“Bakit, gusto mo pa ba ng round two?” Tanong nito pabalik sa akin.
“Mamaya... Ipon muna tayo.” Lumabi ako.
“Okay, after the lighting of lanterns?”
“Yes.” I smiled.
“Deal, then.” Leo closed his eyes, “let me rest for a few minutes, then let’s go to the bathroom.”