Isabella's POV I guess this is the life I'm meant to live. I just didn't think this would be me at this point and time. My life is a mess right now. I have been on my own longer than I thought I would. The first week was the hardest. I kept on wanting to call Kenny just so that I can hear his voice. After a month the pain was there but it didn't hurt as much. Four months later and I still miss him like crazy. I have been able to sustain myself this long but I think it's time I found myself a job. I have since sold the place that I owned and brought a smaller one, it gave me some cash but I can only go on for so long with the money I have. I have a lot of expenses since then but life is moving forward, I'm doing what I have to do to make it through another day. I have moved to another